For the past 3 months I've been really despressed and I'm not really sure why
this has happened. I had started to feel better about myself and was starting to
become happy around the end of Thanksgiving but it started up again around 7th
of this month when my dad came back from his vacation in Brazil. I've so far
turned down about three invits to spend time from my family once for
thinksgiving, second for a chirstmas party on the 10th and the third being. To
spend chirstmas with my mom that I turned down this afternoon I just don't
really wanna be around people or anything.
My mom thinks that I sould be part into a mental hospital since it seems to her
that. I'm destroying my life with whats been going on with this despression and
I have no plans of going to any hospital I'm not going to do something stupid
like. Killing myself or anything well anyway enough about that I've also got a
question to ask.
What are some good ways to stop ways to stop feeling despressed? because I can't
really think of any
When your younger Christmas as some meaning it's fun and look forward to it
because. Ir brings happiness to you and what not but as you get older it turns
into a piece of crap that you could hardly care less about.
Friday and Saturday nights I mainly watch t.v or go on the computer saturday's I
mainly watch toonami followed. By adult swim then around 10:00pm I'm online till
about 2 in the morning. I'd like to be able to go out and have fun with either
friends or what not but since I have no soical life I'm screwed.
I could use some help I was thinking of askinga banner to be made from the two
of the following images. But the problem is I'm not really sure on which ones
out of the eight below that I'd like to use. and could use some help in picking
two of them out one from under heaven and the other from under hell?
I'm typing this up on my computer here at home, I could always try asking my
brother for help. I guess I could say the mean reason why he wants me gone is
because he's sick of me not doing anything with my life and doesn't like it.
Because right now my life seems to be going no where and that's whats been
happening for the past five years since I first came down here.
Plus another reason is that he doesn't want me around is that he onlys wants. My
step-mom to be the only other person in the house when she returns from brazil
in a few months. That's been somewhat of a problem since October of 2004 since
he didn't want me or my brother around and planned on butting both of
us.
My brother was lucky he moved in with some friends of his but for me. It
wouldn't had gone good since I have none but at decided at the last minute to
let me stay and things in the past year weren't that good for other
reasons
I guess you might say he has every right to do that since I'm not doing
anything. It's just that I wish that this didn't come up it's happened before
but always went away and I never really thought about it. Due to the fact that
it scares me things like this I always seem to try and forget about cuz I don;t
wanna think about it.
I've got a slight problem due to some recent events that I really am not in the
mood to talk about. My dad's decided to kick me out of his house in six days
since he's totally feed up with me and can't take it anymore so I'm trying to
think of ways that I can some how avoid this because. I really don;t want to
deal with it I don't wanna end up on the street and homeless I've thought about
trying for a job.
Which I've been doing so for the past year and have no such luck on that which
sucks. I can only hope that within the next six days I can get lucky enough to
land one but I'm not to sure about that.
So anyone got any ideas on what else I should try and do?
If it's possible I'd like to request a banner of the following two pics
Signature:
Size: 400x120
Image(s):
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Pics%20From%20Anime/tsubasa02.jpg
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Pics%20From%20Anime/tsubasa03.jpg
Text: Tsubasa
For the past 3 months I've been really despressed and I'm not really sure why this has happened. I had started to feel better about myself and was starting to become happy around the end of Thanksgiving but it started up again around 7th of this month when my dad came back from his vacation in Brazil. I've so far turned down about three invits to spend time from my family once for thinksgiving, second for a chirstmas party on the 10th and the third being. To spend chirstmas with my mom that I turned down this afternoon I just don't really wanna be around people or anything.
My mom thinks that I sould be part into a mental hospital since it seems to her that. I'm destroying my life with whats been going on with this despression and I have no plans of going to any hospital I'm not going to do something stupid like. Killing myself or anything well anyway enough about that I've also got a question to ask.
What are some good ways to stop ways to stop feeling despressed? because I can't really think of any
When your younger Christmas as some meaning it's fun and look forward to it because. Ir brings happiness to you and what not but as you get older it turns into a piece of crap that you could hardly care less about.
Friday and Saturday nights I mainly watch t.v or go on the computer saturday's I mainly watch toonami followed. By adult swim then around 10:00pm I'm online till about 2 in the morning. I'd like to be able to go out and have fun with either friends or what not but since I have no soical life I'm screwed.
The scans are most likely there it's just that we can't see them for whatever reason.
If it's possiable could I have a sig made from the following two wallpapers
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Girls%2003/HeavensGate.jpg
http://i103.photobucket.com/albums/m145/Shade-Hikari/Girls%2004/BurningEclipse.jpg
And on the the sig have heaven written on the heaven's gate side while hell is written. On the Burning Eclipse side.
try them now they are working again.
I could use some help I was thinking of askinga banner to be made from the two of the following images. But the problem is I'm not really sure on which ones out of the eight below that I'd like to use. and could use some help in picking two of them out one from under heaven and the other from under hell?
Heaven
http://i103.photobucket.com/albums/m145/Shade-Hikari/Girls%2004/canonicalHours.jpg
http://i103.photobucket.com/albums/m145/Shade-Hikari/Girls%2004/DamnedAngels.jpg
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Girls%2003/GalaxyAngel-1.jpg
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Girls%2003/HeavensGate.jpg
Hell
http://i39.photobucket.com/albums/e160/Dark-dusk/Girls%2002/DarkRaven.jpg
http://i29.photobucket.com/albums/c258/Lucifer-Angel/Girls/angelofdarkness.jpg
http://i103.photobucket.com/albums/m145/Shade-Hikari/Girls%2004/BurningEclipse.jpg
http://i63.photobucket.com/albums/h126/Shadow-Devil/Girls%2003/TheExile.jpg
The pics are down to for some reason though it's nice your back online again.
This is a major wake up call I agree with you on that.
I'm typing this up on my computer here at home, I could always try asking my brother for help. I guess I could say the mean reason why he wants me gone is because he's sick of me not doing anything with my life and doesn't like it. Because right now my life seems to be going no where and that's whats been happening for the past five years since I first came down here.
Plus another reason is that he doesn't want me around is that he onlys wants. My step-mom to be the only other person in the house when she returns from brazil in a few months. That's been somewhat of a problem since October of 2004 since he didn't want me or my brother around and planned on butting both of us.
My brother was lucky he moved in with some friends of his but for me. It wouldn't had gone good since I have none but at decided at the last minute to let me stay and things in the past year weren't that good for other reasons
I guess you might say he has every right to do that since I'm not doing anything. It's just that I wish that this didn't come up it's happened before but always went away and I never really thought about it. Due to the fact that it scares me things like this I always seem to try and forget about cuz I don;t wanna think about it.
I've got a slight problem due to some recent events that I really am not in the mood to talk about. My dad's decided to kick me out of his house in six days since he's totally feed up with me and can't take it anymore so I'm trying to think of ways that I can some how avoid this because. I really don;t want to deal with it I don't wanna end up on the street and homeless I've thought about trying for a job.
Which I've been doing so for the past year and have no such luck on that which sucks. I can only hope that within the next six days I can get lucky enough to land one but I'm not to sure about that.
So anyone got any ideas on what else I should try and do?
At the moment i feel like doing it since everything's going wrong in my life and I'm being killed out of the house in 6 days.
Usually watching t.v, a movie or playing a video game.
Always liked the mint kind.
Hi and welcome.
Got a Gundam Seed Soundtrack, Folled by Wolf's RAin and a Ranma one as well.
If it was anything to do with tests then I did indeed get nervous because I usually had a feeling about how I did on it.
I'll either listen to music, watch t.v. or a movie, play a video game, go online or even go for a walk.
never done anything like that.
If I go somewhere I usually listen to one.
I'd go with Strike Freedom because I liked it's dragoon's plus it's powerful and deadly,
Always liked the Sonic games wish I could play them again
Always use yahoo.